6/23/00

Ahhh...I feel soo much better now. Let the games begin!! Let the words commence!! I am soo glad it is Friday. I love Friday. Fridays are the best!

Because I tend to be bored 85% of the time, especially at work....my mind is constantly looking fot ways to entertain it's self. Most of the time it just splits and leaves me unconscious at my desk. It's embarressing lemme tell ya. "No, I'm not sleeping--my mind got bored and so it decided to leave for a few minutes." It's not really narcolepsy...I don't think...I don't sleep...it's heavy day-dreaming. In any case it looks rather bad. Shrug. To continue: I have been trying to amuse my self. I've been brain storming for ideas of the perfect "club." I am sure I mentioned this before...the perfect club...but Q and I have beent alking more and more about it. Wouldn't it be cool if we did this, had that...ad nauseum. You see since i live in Sna Antonio,...aka Cultural Wasteland...a decent place to chill is non-existent in any form I'd call decent. (Yes, Albuquerque is worse...but it's just a wasteland..."cultural" doesn't even BELONG in the same sentence as Albuquerque.) I want to bring back the wonderfu clubs of the late 70's early 80's. The granduer, the class, the passion, fever and ferver, insanity and beauty that we remember. A warehouse...a huge affair: with multiple dance floors...rooms to talk, bars to drink, cyber cafes to surf, and an office perched on top in which I play my games. My brain was quite entertained while I set up an exclusive guestlist...I am sorry no prols here...that Proletariate Prol not you...grin. You know what I mean...little trashy whores that you find all over this city. I want to really dance..I want to Tango! I want to sachee through rooms that fit every thing...from gothic, to swing, to techno, tango, ballroom...and then the office...grin...one floor that I play in...all my projects and schemes cooked and hatched. Grin. Someday baby someday.

Next topic!! Deja vu. Just had one. (I have many...at least once a day..if not more) I remember the dream...years ago it was. J thinks that time is a circle...and that is why we have deja vu...because we did do it before...or was it that we exist at akll points in time?? Me...Time is a three dimensional sphere. (And the term "sphere" is used somewhat loosely..because I doubt the word exist in English to properly describe it) Some live on the rim of the sphere, seieng less of the big picture some live closer ti the centre, thus seeing more...this explains mystics and seers.

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