5/26/00

Sorry for the day I missed..grin...seems I am preoccupied (nice way of saving obsessed) with the web.

Saw my car for the first time the other day. I fell to my knees and sobbed. It looks okay coming up from the passenger side, then round the hood and you see the awful truth. I am going to miss my baby car. I get too attached to objects...but come on a lot of myself went in to buying that car. Well, starting a new....maybe I'll get a better deal...they totaled out the car and gave me figure...sigh...since it's newly bought...i only get roughly a 1.000 for it...losing 2.000 i put for down payment....hopefully i get a nice settlement. So it goes.

No body expects a Spanish Inquistion. It's been my motto all week long--a silent mantra to keep me from crying. Been doing TOO much of that too. Not that I don't like to cry. It's a great way of releasing emotions and stress...and falling asleep after a good cry: nothing better in the whole world. But crying makes my nose bright red...not pretty.

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