1/8/01

It is an absolutely gorgeous day today!! Too bad I spent most of it cooped up in an office...but I did see the last part of it on the way home. Simply breath taking.

I am sooooooo glad this weekend is over. Fucking relief. Monday wasn't bad as Mondays go...first day with all the threads in my hands...didn't feel any different....the boss has bene easing me into the position of months now. Nonetheless I am still stressed. Stammering like a mad thing. It's driving me nuts. Knowing exactly what you want and need to say, but can not say it...cannot get it out. Then looking like a fool. I need to de-stress. Mediate. Something.

Insane? Maybe. I did some brainstorming maybe I can go to those Concerts at the other end of the state...yes Texas is bigger than you can imagine. Houston isn't that far form SA..so the mates and I drive to Houston and back. Sorta chipper for the next day...then my non-working mates drive the 6 hours to Dallas for Concert II and I get on a plane immediately after work...only 70 bucks...and then we drive back exhausted not getting a wink of sleep. But enthralled and excited about the whole adventure. Insane...perhaps...obsessed?? Never...merely pleasantly occupied.

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