11/12/03

Hump Day

It no longer has any meaning for me. Wednesday just means that Angel is one at 8 and Law and Order at 9. One of the perks of having no job.

I am so exhausted. I started my period today...which explains the exhaustion. Also means I am not pregnant. Sigh. I never thought it was this hard. I thought making sure you had sex every day during your fertile week would do the trick. Apparently not. It just goes to show that we are not animals. They mate when they're fertile and poof babies months later. We've only been trying for two months and I feel stupid ranting when other have been trying for months and years to get pregnant. BUT it is my blog and I can rant as I please.

So in addition to being tired I am sad that I am not pregnant (obviously right?)...and that makes for a not so good day. I was moody and irrated all day...not to mention crampy. I welcome tomorrow...actually I welcome my bed and sleep. But I don't think I should go to bed until J. comes home from work (he's been working VERY hard these past two days (very very long hours))...on the other hand...he will be tired and too gone to know if I am awake or not.

AND to top it off...I have not written a single word past the 500 for Nanowrimo...I have no inspiration. I am just a boring human bean.

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