2/13/06

BHAT BHAT BHAT

For the uninitated...that is bang head against table. Today its more like BASH.

I have been letting kid stress get to me. And tense is an understatement. I really need to find new ways to relax and chill. I am letting my temper win out and turn me into a banshee. Not good on the vocal chords and is particularily embarrassing now that Micci repeats everything intonation. It's one thing to hear yourself scream, but to hear your child echo it back...it's not a good feeling.

I also need to get back to my creative self. Not just knitting and webby things, but word wise. Back in the day, I was a fun blogger...now...it's trite and boring. No wonder after 6 years I still get no traffic. I have been spending alot of time dipping my fingers back into web design...I made P a site, re-decorated my my mom's blog and created the knitting pages. But that takes time and tends to create more stress in me. Trying to code while children are wrecking your home is enough to turn your into a raging FEP monster...(fucking evil pissy).

I just don't know how to do it.

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