Dark Heart
by Birdwell
8/31/07

Woman Issues

For the past two days I have felt like a raving monster. Nothing would be better than a tap of Guinness permanently hooked up to my kitchen faucet and a 25 pound of chocolate that is only for me!

I've been insanely busy and not inclined to post to a blog no one reads or comments on. Not even outraged comments at the (I quote my mother) the disgusting pictures of Jamey's ear wax. My new website is nearly finished--yea!! I am so freakin' scared I can't even articulate it

I have spent so much time on this blog and the products therein--and what if no one visits...really just like this blog. I have spent 7 years on the blog and on this website: 840 dollars of hosting fees alone...not to mention countless hours of cosing and writing. It feels like such a waste sometimes. It just proves that I am not as cool or interesting as I thought I was. But really in the end I write this blog for two reasons: an outlet and a way to communicate with friends and family.

But sometimes it's hard to be "positive" when I read all these wonderful blogs with readership...actual readership with comments and everything.

Whiny--yes. But I am on the rag and vile hormones are coursing though my body making me crazy and aggravated.

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Oh Birdy, I feel your pain woman! Wish I could say it gets better....Lord have mercy. I'm 51 and so far...no better!

By Blogger Bev, at 7:59 PM  

I am 1 year into this stinking menopause. AND I still have hot flashes and mood swings. Geez I hope I get over it soon.

By Blogger tarcher, at 9:21 PM  

I think it takes real strength to be a woman--and to think men are more likely to be mass murderers---because some days oooo.

By Blogger Birdwell, at 10:57 AM  

Ohh send some chocolate my way if you get a 25 lb chunck. ;-) I prefer wine to guinness but otherwise I'm with you.

And I feel your pain on wondering if anyone is reading your blog. It's one reason I've never ventured beyond a family type blog ... maybe someday sigh. And all the work a website requires ... I know and feel your pain there. I don't know where some people with complex hobby sites out there find the time! I'm still trying to get the girls' birth stories back on a site ... I've had the domain long enough to have to renew it too and so far have only used it to post pics for others to look at quickly and has a test site for other volunteer sites I've done. :-)

Hang in there ...

By Blogger Tami of BrooksGroth, at 2:50 PM  

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