1/19/05

Dancing on a razors edge

Sigh, this has been an exhausting few days. I don't know how I make it through day sometimes. I feel like I am on overload. A good friend has been really sick for 3 weeks, is in the hospital, had surgery, and her family is going through lot's of stress. And then on Monday, my mom freaks me out by having chest pains while I was trying to talk to her on the phone and ends up spending the night in the hospita--giving me nearly 20 hours of major worry cause I didn't know WHAT THE FUCK WAS GOING ON!!! And my kids can't leave me alone for 2 seconds!!!!

I need a Kit-Kat!! Thonk! Thonk!! THONK!!!

And my left nipple HURTS...it feels like it's being yanked off ever so slowly and ever so relentlessly. And I stink...I haven't showered in a week...because I have a 4 month old.

Blah blah blah. I am reduced to stalking an old crush from 5 years ago...can you believe it's been 5 years since Austin II??? The horror of it!! The pure insanity--of sex, booze, drugs, videos, and cds??? And GOLD NAVEL carts romping through grocery stores in kinky underwear and scarves? Anyhoo...found out that he's got lot's of curly hair and hasn't shaved off the goatee. It's nice to think back to those days, but I got it much better here...two beautiful kids, and a tall wonderful husband that loves me very much. It's sad though that the store is gone...I spent SO much time there.

I got the stalking out of my system, ranted here, and now I feel much better.

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