11/15/06

Tired of being Tired

So, good news, my blood tests came back fine--although my b12 is a bit on the low side. I have yet to get the paper in my hand so I can see the numbers on my comple blood count. But nothing that really points to why I feel more tired. Pretty much, all the numbers contribute to it, but it seems to me anyways that it's just stress aggravating my pre-existing condition. Sigh. This year has just sucked. I feel like I am drowing right now.

Or suffocating.

My mom thinks God is testing me--not to grade me but to build me up and to make me stronger. Okay. Cool. But goodness--I need a hug.

Today was good. I wasn't so upset like I have been since Jamey dropped the movign to Virginia bomb on me. It's still up int he air and possible...but I am NOT going to worry about it. Right now I have no control over it and I can DO NOTHING by worrying about it. So I just let it go until I can.

I am still cleaning. Until I can get my self properly organised--that'll be my life. Running to catch up with the cleaning. It's frustrating since I have a lot of Christmas knitting to finish and start for that matter.

Kim (the kid sister) turns 17 today. I remember her being Lorelei's age with blond ringlets. No she's 17, has a bloy friend and is a varsity cheerleader. And let's nto even talk about the fact that in 2 weeks (give or take a few days) I'll be 29--kissing my twenties good bye!

I may wear black on that Monday.

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1 Comments:

yes! come to virginia!!.. hehe ill babysit for ya!..

By  Anonymous, at 6:33 PM  

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