Dark Heart
by Birdwell
3/19/06

This week better be over TODAY

When does the week end? Saturday or Sunday? Anyway it's been a pretty sucky week. This week has sucked big hairy smelly balls. Right now--beside's blooging and reading blogs I am trying to find my drivers license. Ha why do I need it since I have no car that I am able to drive?? Well...I have to go to court tomorrow for that stupid ticket I got two weeks ago. And I am pretty sure they'll want to see it.

Why is it lost? Ask the 17 month old that is obsessed with spilling out the contentsof my purse and snatching said purse for her own use. Currently I am missing (that i know) my license and said ticket...which I will probably need as well.

And I have this fear that both are hidden in a cranny in our dearly departed car. Because that is our sucky my week has been--open wide!

It's hard not to drown in this pool of despair--this sudden imprisonment. When will I have a moment alone in a store or anywhere again. Sure I love being a SAHM...but with options, with freedoms. The freedom to snatch the keys away from J has soon as he walks in the door whisk away into the night for some me time. To trun up the radio and feel that wonderfully sublime alone feeling...the freedom of driving in a car going where ever you want to go.

So this week I have been reading Anne Rice's Vampire books...haven't read them in years...no wonder I am feeling melancholy right? Sigh.

I ranted a bit to Phisto last night--we are both convinced her job is actually a cult...we're waiting for the day they call her into the conference room and ask her to sign over her life in pigeon blood...(she's downtown--where are you going to get fresh blood of any sort?) But she's having a great time--so we'll wait till we come to that bridge.

Anyway--send me good vibes that I find my license and get in the judges good graces tomorrow.

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